Intoxication

I love being that drunk girl you keep teasing me about. It makes me feel alive, you know. It makes me live the intensity of my emotions, the raw pleasure of breathing in and out of the moment. And for the record, I really dont get myself drunk, just intoxicated. Has a better ring to it. And I only drink during bad days, hah! Lets face it, even when you think you are at the top of your game, sometimes you have this feeling that your off days are just getting worse. And even when I have friends to talk to, sometimes the confidence that others have in me just isnt enough to fill the void of confidence I used to have. Making me feel like everything has been taken away from me, and that Ive got nothing left.